difference

PUBLIC NEWS #5486
Date: 3/19/2013 at 0:48
From: Abra Tursatna-Starion
To : Kahra D'Amir
Subj: difference

As I look at those I've returned to
I see how much they've changed
I see how much I've changed
The greater difference is I've changed
From my eye's it's for the better
I'm not as angry as I used to be inside
I'm no longer screaming inside
Trying so hard to hold in who I really am
No longer afraid to speak from my heart and mind
But...
It seems as though my anger seeped into those...
I loved the most
Like a poison
Like super nova in my heart
Pain sears through me yet again
I'll do anything you want me to
You haunt me
With little souvenirs and secrets shared
Little memories in my head
You'll never hear that I'm screaming
You haunt me
Little time has come and gone so far
Why did my anger stay behind?
Why is I loved lying in a heap of ruined ashes?
Though I've changed...though you've changed
I still love you
You still haunt me
Like a super nova
Pain sears through me
With little souvenirs and memories shared
You still haunt me
I love you and I'm sorry for all I've done wrong
I'll be forever haunted
I'm not as angry as I used to be
It seems like my anger seeped into those I loved the most....
Like a poison
You haunt me
Like the hisses of the snake
There was too much at stake
Why did it all fall apart?

Penned by my hand on the 12th of Arios, in the year 386 MA.